So Valentine’s Day is coming up, honestly I have never been one to celebrate it. I’ve always had that difficulty doing so. I can tell the one I’m with “I Love You” but to express it with a romantic gesture I have trouble doing.
My own Mom think’s that I’m pathetic because I can’t express my love in that way. But I’ve always had trouble expressing my feelings all through out my life. Maybe I’m just slow in that way, I honestly don’t know what it is.
I know I’ve always had difficulties doing many things growing up so the fact that this is one thing, that’s honestly not surprising when it comes to me.
I always knew I wasn’t normal in that way, but I’m sure that out of the billions of people in this world I’m not the only one who has trouble expressing love besides saying those three words, or maybe I am the only sad sack that does have that trouble. I honestly don’t know.
I do know that I have that trouble, maybe it’s cause I’ve never really been that in touch with my emotions, where I would rather just bottle things up or just ignore them all together I don’t know. I guess it all depends on what the situation calls for.