I already know I lost you.
From the moment those words hit the screen I knew I did.
With you saying you wanting to think about what’s more important.
It comes down to choosing me or a bigger family.
I told you I don’t want kids, you know I struggle so much with my past.
Bullied and harassed, I always read stories about kids going through it now.
The difference is now they can’t get away from it, there’s facebook, instagram, snapchat
All ways to get in touch with someone, not to mention cell phones.
If I couldn’t get away from it, my life story maybe different.
I would loose my mind if my child went through it.
Knowing what it did to me.
I would loose sleep at night.
Just know this, if you don’t choose me.
I will forever respect you.
You have been the greatest gift in my life.
I will love you forever and always.
Knowing things will be awkward if you choose what I figure you will.
Respecting your choice is a promise I will make to you.
You deserve to follow your heart.
It knows you best.
I love you Natasha