At times it takes quite a bit to throw off my creative track, honestly I could no doubt write at minimal one piece of new poetry each day with ease. Which is why at times you (my readers) have read multiples in one day.
However today my creative track has been thrown out, no I’m not having a bad day. At least not yet, but I woke up with a sore neck. So I’m having trouble getting comfortable, a massage would be nice but I know it wouldn’t happen today. I keep trying to stretch it out but it’s not really working the way I want.
I think I might look at having a warm bath soon and seeing if that will help relax my neck but I have my doubts.
I’ve always been told that people tend to carry stress in there necks, so am I stressing ? Well because of the shit that has been going on around here yes at times I am stressing more than normal. However I also know that at times it’s the way I sleep at night and I will wake up with a sore neck. So I’m not saying one is a greater reason than the other because lets face it they both can have great amount of involvement in me waking up with a sore neck.
I do hear it crack when I move it and when I stretch it at times, some say that’s good. But anyways I’m not going to spend a full article talking about my sore neck because I’m sure you all don’t want to hear that.
Well that “itch” is back, yeah I’m back to looking at html code, well in my case xhtml code. So I pushed my TLD (top level domain) back to point at my actual site and not my blog although I might look at using my blog as the news feed on my actual website. That does sound like a good idea and it’s less stuff I need to worry about updating.
I have both good and bad thoughts going through my head right now but I know that comes from not being able to get comfortable at this present time. I have started to write since a day ago I released 3 poems. I have no idea what my next release will be called, haven’t even given that a thought. But I’ve watched my “read numbers” just constantly sink. Nobody is really reading what I write through my distributor. Well as of late my very high read number is from SexKEN but I think it’s because it’s sexual and the whole “sex sells” thing applys. I can’t always write like that though, but I know at least one person who will be nodding her head right now saying “yes you can” ..
I have thought about venturing off and trying to write other things, but I don’t think it would matter.. I tend to get bored of things quick at times it’s like the “house of elmer” that I began to write, what many don’t know is I started to write it again, but I got frustrated and deleted it. It was only one page more or maybe two I don’t really remember but it didn’t last for long before I got tired of it and I deleted it. But that really doesn’t matter because at this point. I thought about writing something with some action or another alien story. But honestly I don’t see it lasting I draw my inspiration for what I’m doing or watching at the particular moment and just certain ideas don’t really stick with me anymore. Truthfully the book known as “erased” in which I put out a bunch of writing that wouldn’t see the light of day if it wasn’t for that book, if you enjoyed that book you can thank my girlfriend for that one because it was her idea who said I should put it out and let others read it. I don’t think I would have put it, I was kind of walking the edge of that at the time and wondered if I should or not she was the one who gave me the push into “put it out” .. So that happened.
At times I get tired of writing poetry because of naturally it seems to flow from me, however I don’t think it will stop even though I try to walk away from things at times and try to focus on other things. but it won’t happen the change. I say that because I always talk about walking away from it and I always come back to it. I wouldn’t know what else I would do. I thought about making music more but I don’t know if I enjoy it as much as I do when I write. Which is why the music thing varies at times.
Well I guess I’m going to try that bath idea and just like that I gave everyone nightmares, picturing me naked ?… Yeah that’ll give ya nightmares for sure, I always blindfold myself when I get undressed… Nobody needs to see that lol