I Can’t Keep Fighting..

I can’t keep fighting to get myself to sleep at night.
As the moon rises and the hours tick by I lay tossing and turning
Tried relaxing to a movie, it doesn’t work
Tried netflix and chill, same result
Tossed some music on my ipod and the brain gets going at a rapid pace

I can’t keep fighting to get myself to sleep at night.
As the moon rises and the hours tick by I lay tossing and turning
I’m tired of this fighting to the early hours of the morning
The clock usually reads around 5pm by the time my eyes finally shut

I get so frustrated I get myself out of bed in hope of emptying my mind
Putting my thoughts down on the screen
Clicking publish for all to read
As of late it doesn’t help me make sense of anything going on in my life
I’ve sat here scared during the day, trying to make sense of my mind

I’ve sat here wide awake at night, trying to figure out why
Nothing seems to work.
I’ve even tried to do different things during the day in order to help myself out
Sat outside breathe the fresh air, in hopes of my mind getting relaxed
It doesn’t really help, I’ve often been told to do that at night.

Just not a big fan of those bugs that fly about.
I know I would just be sitting near a light, otherwise I might be locked out
At times I use the night time to talk to a friend to help my mind relax
As of late I feel like I’ve been more abandoned than anything
Left alone in the dark alleyway of life while everyone ignores me.

I can’t keep fighting to get myself to sleep at night.
As the moon rises and the hours tick by I lay tossing and turning

Kennie

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