When I first signed up with amazon I said that I was going to take things slow. Which meant I was going to get all my stuff listed slowly but you know the last two days I was like “FUCK THAT” … I have a few new releases as I spoke of before and I want to get them released.

You know what else I want to do ?, Get into Chapter 2 of my life… It’s time to close this book on chapter 1, so for me to do that I want to get all my old stuff listed on Amazon and get the new releases released everywhere. THEN I can move to Chapter 2.

I’m looking forward to Chapter 2, but if your following me on Amazon, be prepared cause your ass is going to get fucking swamped with my releases over the next few days.. Yesterday I released a bunch and I got more coming out today and I’ll even do more when I wake up but it’ll depend on the weather too. I’m currently looking at a few days of thunderstorms, but quickly looking at things things shouldn’t start until the evening so that means… When I wake up I should be able to get more listed before it starts.

I got thinking and I’m glad I’m only starting Chapter 2 of my life, if it was Chapter 4 it would sound like bankruptcy hahahaaa.

Anyways lets get doing this shit



Coding – Part 2

Alright so I redid my sites with frontpage 2003 and let the default coding take over. That’s when I noticed after a few days my sites were all vanishing from online listings like google. It appears that it’s because of the old coding techniques that are use are truly no longer valid.

After comparing the old code that I now have to the new code that I use to have, I can easily pick out many things that have changed over the years. So I guess I’ll be making the change back to html5.  Guess that’s the only thing I can do, slave to technology.

I’ll no doubt be making this change later today, once I finish working on what I’m doing.



Over the last two days I’ve been in considerable pain in both my back and neck so I have been trying to spend as little time on the computer as possible. I’ve been trying to keep myself comfortable as well but truthfully it’s not a easy task to do.

The pain and discomfort has been overwhelming at times, just because I think I’ve found a comfortable way to sit then it creeps back making it uncomfortable, I’ve been trying not to take any pills like Advil or Tylenol but it’s been proving to be a bad choice and making my days very long.

I will be taking some tonight when I crawl into bed since the last few hours have been nothing but a pain to get comfortable with… more like I did take some tonight since by the time you read this it’ll be morning at least for me.

A massage would no doubt be nice, perhaps do me a world of good, but my pockets are empty so that’s out of the question, unless someone wants to give me one for free ? any takers ?…. Trust me folks all I hear is crickets right now as nobody is rushing to give me one.

Time to try and get comfortable and climb into bed



What many of you know, but that depends on how long you have been following me… You bunch of stalkers… hahaa

I like to create websites, as in html websites… I recently made a change, for the last few years I’ve been using Expressions Web 4 (EW4)… I have gone back to Frontpage 2003 (FP2003)… I honestly find FP2003 more stable on the latest release of windows 10. I always had problems with EW4 crashing for the last few months.

Now prior to the change I had all the sites I was working on coded in html5 and yes my code was error free… I got very little hits although that seems to be a normal thing for me. Although when I changed up to FP2003 I honestly didn’t give a shit about the code, I let the program code it and I didn’t fuck with it, the code has errors. I know it does… I ran a validating test on it and it has errors. Honestly I don’t care, I went back cause it was stable.

Now with changing up all my sites I have noticed that they have all vanished from google, because of the coding drastically changing. Honestly I’m fine with that, they will be found on google in due time, I’m in no rush because it doesn’t make a huge bit of difference. But I’m liking the simple things in FP2003 where I can make a change on one page for certain parts of the page and it’ll change up every page on that site (unless I have a subsite). It makes my job that much easier and less painful.

What I have learned is not everything is deserving of a blog and just because you have a blog or something created with wordpress doesn’t mean you’ll get your stuff noticed any quicker or easier.

I think that’s why I create websites, cause as much as I like the idea of a blog if they started to charge tomorrow I know I can create myself a site as easy as anything and I know about a handful of good free hosts that I can choose from t post it on.

It’s still surprising to me that an older program is more stable than a newer one, but for the time being I’ll stick with the old program since I don’t have to pay money to use it. As long as it remains stable.

Anyways I feel like I’m just repeating myself right now.


Writing: What Am I Up To ?

Alright so few of you may actually wonder “besides the shit he writes about, when can we expect anything new from Ken ?”

Here’s the behind the scene’s look… I was going to do this as a video but my camera is dead and I keep thinking about buying a new one but I haven’t decided…

In terms of writing:

The Way I Feel – It’s a book of poetry, It’s 17 pages deep currently and y’all have read I think about 10.. So I have at least 7 pages that it hasn’t been posted and is exclusive to that release itself.

Neighbourhood Stalker 4 – The Drunk – I posted the cover up for this book, but it was before I reset my site… But it doesn’t matter that I reset things, I’m still working on it so it’s’ another horror book and the fourth installment / chapter in the neighbourhood stalker series that you guys all know and love… I’m not much for giving insight about my books but I’ll say this… He struggles with decisions in his life during this one.. It’s not done, I haven’t decided how exactly things will end in this book, but it does come with a surprise. I guess you can call it an easter egg..

Ken’s Guide To The Galaxy – Can I Go Home Yet ? – This one, no cover and no info has been posted until right now. Yup you fans of my guide to the galaxy have another chapter coming your way in the near future.. This one has just got started so at this moment it’s the furthest from being released.

The Cottage – Got another chapter coming from the Moist Series this one being called “The Cottage”. This shit is already written up, I can release it anytime I really want to.. You guys have had the chance to read part of it right here on my blog before I reset things. I haven’t decided when I’m going to release it. This will most likely be the final chapter of the Moist Series.. As I said in one of my previous posts, these take a lot out of me mentally and tend to make me depressed, what can I say the lack of comfort I receive doesn’t help the situation. So unless that part of my life changes dramatically. This will be the final chapter.

Yes, I am one man…
Yes, I’ve written all this myself

So you guys have a lot to look forward to in regards to what’s being released by ME.

Which also means that if you haven’t read anything previously for either series that I’m dropping something new on, go and buy that up and catch up. They are all on every major ebook site (except amazon) … I’m currently working with Amazon to get everything online, it’s a slow process cause I don’t want to overly swamp them, all in one day or one week.


P.S … for those few who scroll past my name, I also got a few extra surprises that will be released &/or setup as well. That you won’t want to miss out on

Stress – Part 2

If you haven’t already be sure to read Stress
So your caught up with the current situation, I’ve been doing my best to relax it hasn’t been easy. I can feel myself retreating into myself and becoming less talkative than I normally am. To keep everything simple with very few words.

Still feeling sick to my stomach with how I’m being treated, I would say I’m sure she has a reason for not telling me simple things like not coming over and things like that but I doubt I’ll ever know. It’s no doubt that she doesn’t overly care about me. Right now she no doubt cares less for me than anything else.. But oh well, I can’t do anything about it.
As far as I’m concerned this does appear to be what she wanted from the start was to have limited contact with me.

So with making myself vomit yesterday (Thursday) because of stress is no doubt a victory for her.
But I can’t really say anymore about that.

Right now as I said in the first email I’m just taking time to hopefully feel better and take much needed time to myself which will no doubt continue.

I have put my social media presence on hold for the time being, I don’t know when I’ll be logging in again. It maybe just a one time thing where I chose to shut everything down and stay away from everyone and limit my contact with the human race.

I’ve never really been one to talk much, I have been trying to come “out of my shell” sort to speak but I can see that was a mistake as all that I’ve been trying to overcome has came back with my shakes and my shyness has  came flooding back.

That’s where I stand, or sit… Perhaps sit is the better word for it considering I am sitting right now…



Alright so here’s the deal, a few of you may have read my lovely bit called “Out your ass” and think “fuck that’s harsh”

Was it really ?, I was suppose to get together with a friend today, I heard FUCK ALL from this friend, until around 8-830pm when she texted me… No idea what she has said at this point in time…

However when getting together with people, if plans change. I would think that letting the other person know is a common courtesy. Clearly I’m wrong and this depends on the level of person one is dealing with, of course this person tends to do this to me about 90% of the time that she makes plans to come over…

BUT HERE’S THE CATCH, what she doesn’t know is because of no text or phone call in regards to her not coming over… The volcano erupted in more than one way, first my stress and anger got the best of me which wrote “Out your ass” … second of all I ended up puking because she stressed me out that much. I just couldn’t take it any longer. My body just fucking lost it and didn’t know what else to do and that was the end result.

I normally talk to her via social media even though she’s subscribed to this blog… But because of how my body reacted and the stress she’s caused me… I’m taking a break from logging into it, I don’t know for how long.

I thought I was actually doing good where I had trouble talking to people. But with her, I was actually getting better and I was shaking less and talking much more. I think after today with everything, I think I lost that. I think my body has retreated back to it’s former self, the quiet guy who doesn’t talk much.

It’s interesting what stress does to a person, I feel like I haven’t been this stressed in a long long time

Yay that joys of being stressed to the point of throwing up, exactly what I wanted 😦