Guilty Conscience

Was asked to do a small job, figured it was no problem So I asked for money to get paid for it, figured with all my problems it would solve some Bitch flipped out like she actually had to pay me to do something Guess all these years of doing shit for free got to her Guess she’s got a guilty conscience and when I asked for some money She had flash backs of offering to be paid to lay on her back But she’s always done everything for free when it was all said and done he slapped her … Continue reading Guilty Conscience

Story Of A Bitch – Re-post

I know over time we all change, some for better and some for worse. Here’s my story of a bitch… Here’s my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years I’m tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings Here’s my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years I’m tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings Look at all those fake friends coming to your rescue All trying to act tough and hide behind there devices You continue to run your mouth While you are still … Continue reading Story Of A Bitch – Re-post

But Then It Happened

Death began stalking Not sure if it was up above or down below But people around me began dropping like flies From 2005 onward life would barely move Before I got told that we lost another one I thought I knew what I was looking for Now I have more questions than ever before Is someone to be blamed for this Or am I standing at bat, always swinging when all I can do is miss Striking out with each opportunity Striking out in life Striking out Then the phone would ring and I lost someone else Was it anger … Continue reading But Then It Happened

I’m Such A Hypocrite

I talk all this positive talk But at the end of the day I really don’t give a fuck The only one I give a shit about is myself I’ve seen myself laying in a casket in many dreams at night I’ve seen myself laying dead in many nightmares It’s rare when a thought similar doesn’t go through my mind But here I am preaching this positive bullshit Like I’m the one who would actually live by it I actually care very little about my own self and if I’m I happen to hurt me, so be it. I’ve seen … Continue reading I’m Such A Hypocrite

In Pain

Have you ever been in pain Walking around with a cloud above you, always drenched in rain Being soaked in sadness In your mind it’s utter madness When many are feeling like this they think the smartest way out is departing Thinking like that is just retarded Selfishness To put your needs above those who care about you. We’ve all been there, I know I have sat around and felt blue It’s a common thing that I suffer through It’s not something that’s easy for me to do We all have our problems, I’ve dealt with mine in ways that … Continue reading In Pain

Easier For You

Easier for you to lay down in your bed Close your eyes, have your soul bleed out until your dead It’s easier for you To severe all ties Listen to the bullshit Drown yourself in lies We’re all in the same amount of pain Ignore the cuts on my body Let the world try to piece together your puzzle when your not here with us It’s easier to try and hide it all from the world Rather than talk about it and get labeled It’s easier for you To severe all ties Listen to the bullshit Drown yourself in lies … Continue reading Easier For You

Pain ?!

Do you know somebody in pain Doesn’t matter if it’s physical or mental We have all felt like we’re shells of ourselves Trying to navigate through this thing called life When mentally we’re running for the knife It’s just a metaphor Don’t be knocking on my door I’m also in pain just like you Just trying to describe to for others too. I’ve lost my mind so many ways I’m in a complete daze most days At times I think sleep is the answer Till I get woke up by my brain. A thousand and one thoughts Ninety percent of … Continue reading Pain ?!