Dark Haiku Sex Life – Out Now

Dark-Haiku-Sex-LifeWell it’s official Dark Haiku Sex Life is now out on smashwords and going to be distributed within a few days so if you want to read it go ahead and do just that by clicking the cover.

Next project of mine has already been thought of, will be announcing it SOON!


You couldn’t walk a mile in our shoes.
Your a hater step off, Don’t do nothing boy.

Speaking from first hand getting bullied from nine to three.
I did everything in my power to keep it together in front of people.
Once I got into my house and that door was shut, the truth came out.
The tears streamed down my face, I found my room and stayed hidden.

I skipped classes, got pulled into the principals office daily.
My grades suffered very little people cared.
April 20th came around I remember almost every class the radio was on.
Next day they began to claim I was the next one.

It’s almost like they turned it up a notch.
Making it that much more difficult for me.
I lost my mind and started to do things I normally wouldn’t.
One night I got out a sharp object, started to cut myself.

Still have that scar to this very day.
One girl seen it in the library, she gave me shit.
I took off for her not to see me again until several years down the road.

You couldn’t walk a mile in our shoes.
Your a hater step off, Don’t do nothing boy.

When things like that happen I can’t help but feel sorry for the ones committing.
I don’t condone that sort of action nor do I think it’s right.
It’s amazing how many parents get defensive.
I know 99.9% of parents if they found out how there kid act.

Would be completely shocked and claim “that’s not my kid”
If your kid acted the way they do around you, certain things never would happen.

You couldn’t walk a mile in our shoes.
Your a hater step off, Don’t do nothing boy.


Grey Area

Sit down and read the thoughts of a morbid one
Writing positive things I thought that’s what I wanted in life.
Thought it would help me change.
Was hoping a different outcome.

As I lay in bed the thoughts that go through my head are anything but wholesome.
I spend much time analyzing my past and getting bullied.
Drowning myself in the sorrow that keeps getting deeper.

Bullying is always a sensitive subject with myself.
Going through it first hand I understand why people go to extremes.
What they fail to talk about in the news stories.
Is the one who retaliated tried to stop it, felt like they had no choice left.


4 Book Boxset

So I’ve came to a conclusion that my next release will be a 4 book boxset it will be four smaller releases into one bigger release…

Sounds good right ?, yeah now the real problem… the graphic program that I normally use (Paint Shop Pro) is causing me issues and stressing me out, I’ve never had a problem with things up until now… I can upgrade to the latest (costing me about $40 that I don’t have) or sit here and scratch my head and wonder what to do…

I guess right now I’m just going to think, but I’m always up for Donations

Hopefully more on this later

Darkside – Update

Since I wrote “The Knife” I’ve been kind of struggling with writing anything else in the realms of dark poetry / prose/ poems … So I think what I’m going to do is take it and put it on hold for now… It’s either that or I’m just going to release it as the 4 page release that it currently is, I haven’t decided. But right now Darkside is currently being placed on hold I have plenty of things in my head to write about but dark stuff isn’t it, that use to be me but it’s not anymore and hasn’t been for a while specially this year it’s been anything but.

However I have had the thought of going back through some of my books and finding some darker material that hasn’t been released and using that just to get the book out but honestly I hate when musical artists do crap like that, but they’ll do a “best of” album with two new tracks.. For me to go back and grab something that’s old that I wrote five or six years ago and slap it into a book now, to me that’s doing the same thing, it’s mixing the old with the new and I know that my old stuff doesn’t compare to my new stuff as I was truly in a different place back then.

So that’s currently where I stand right now in regards to Darkside, although I have noticed some more positive feedback on The Knife, what can I say it has elements in it that are true.  It also has elements in it that are false… Maybe one day I’ll explain that in more detail..

I really like that poem though, called The Knife.. I definitely want to get it distributed so I might just do it as the four page release.. I guess it’s kind of like a EP from an musical artist.

I know I said about doing a book of Haiku’s and I’ve started one and that’s three pages deep at this point, but it’s kinda tough for me to put thoughts of a longer poem into a short poem, as I’ve said I have three pages of them for that release…

Further thought, maybe I’ll do a mini boxset if you will, but instead of full releases it’s short releases I’ll do:
Darkside – dark poetry/prose/poems
Releasing My Inner Dragon – Haiku
plus another short release

That’s another thought I had.

If you have any thoughts, drop me a comment.. I’d like to hear them.


The Knife

Look at that beautiful thing, the chrome just glows in the light.
I could barely take my eyes off of it when the light lit up the room.
Look whose tied to the chair, it was almost a wish that was granted.
As I walk forth and my morbid intentions become just so much more.

You were such a toxic person, but you just had to inject yourself into her life.
Not sure how you won her over, I knew you were no good for her.
Everytime I walked passed you in the hallways my gut clenched
Countless years later I found out what you did to her.

You don’t deserve the life that you lead.
If it was up to me, you deserve to sit in that chair and bleed.
Choosing to release your darkness that faithful day.
Perhaps it’s time for my horns to come out.

Abashed the devil stood.
He shall feel how awful goodness is.
As you destroyed the virtue in her shape.


Spinning Sensation

Laying in bed starring up at the ceiling as your room is draped in darkness.
Your thoughts get the best of you, the ceiling begins to spin.
Quickly rubbing your eyes you think your losing your mind.
As your eyes regain focus your finding it spinning faster and faster.

As you fight to look away, to look at anything else you can’t.
Your body is frozen to the bed, you can’t move, your helpless.
Starting to hear sounds going on around you as your fixated on it.
Voices in your head that you didn’t know was there creeps in.

They sound like they’re mumbling at first, unsure of what to make of it.
As the spinning seems to get lower it’s all that you can see.
No matter where you look your vision is engulfed with the hypnotic circles.
Giving it all that you have got.

Screaming louder than the voices have in your mind
Squeezing your eyes shut as tight as they can be.
Counting backwards, trying anything to wake up from this nightmare.
When you open your eyes, you see…..

The Knife



You sit in the darkness wondering what death would be like.
Thinking that it’s the place that you see yourself in right now.
Your alone, nobody is around you. Only you can hear yourself breathe.
The thoughts inside your head become louder, you begin wondering if they’re true.

Earlier in the day hateful things were said to you, they didn’t stop all day.
You wondered if this was the time you chose, the time you were waiting for.
Wondering what things would be like when your not around.
Thinking that your life would be so much better.

Your courage builds as the shadows seep into your brain
They run through your body as they race through out the veins.
Thinking that’s the perfect thing for you to do.
Death is what you want, it’ll make it all go away.

It’s not what anyone wants.
Deep down you don’t want it, your stuck in the moment.
Death is a permanent solution for temporary problems.
My hand is reaching for you.

Let me be the one who pulls you from drowning in the shadows.
The darkness that dwells within.
Let’s cast a light upon that.


Darkside – Intro

As we walk through life, we try to stay positive.
However there are times in our lives that the positivity fades away and the darkness takes over.
No matter how frequent or seldom it seems we know that it is apart of life.
I would like you to follow my journey into

The Darkside

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