Story Of A Bitch – Re-post

I know over time we all change, some for better and some for worse. Here’s my story of a bitch… Here’s my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years I’m tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings Here’s my story of a bitch that I was with for twelve years I’m tired of all her bullshit so fuck her and her feelings Look at all those fake friends coming to your rescue All trying to act tough and hide behind there devices You continue to run your mouth While you are still … Continue reading Story Of A Bitch – Re-post

The Day After

Here I sit the day after.. Reminiscing There was no confetti, no streamers, no big party I’m not much of a party person, I tend to spend most time alone. Watching netflix on my birthday, I took the entire day to watch a ten episode show After a few episodes I would break off and go do something else, my mind wouldn’t stop It was nice to make a show last for a day. Around 4pm Mom called me from the cottage, for the last at least twenty years she would take off up there, spending thanksgiving with a group … Continue reading The Day After

Dear @kj52

Dear KJ; Let me introduce myself to you, my name is Kennie and I want to thank you for shining light onto what appeared to be a very dark life. I first stumbled upon your stuff through a page on wikipedia, I looked up another white rapper, perhaps you heard of him.. None other than Eminem In a section called comparisons with other artists, it mentions you and to be honest when I first read it I laughed when I put the words christian and hip-hop together At the time most of the hip hop I would be listening to … Continue reading Dear @kj52

Unnamed Poem

Is there a difference between me and a monster ? At times I really don’t think so Walking alone during the day and night It really doesn’t matter to me what you say about me I have grown not to overly care how you see me Judging by the exterior is the way society has treated us I can’t really say that I’m full of any complex emotions Nor am I filled of any complex thoughts or words I’m a very simple person, perhaps simple is what made me stupid I continue to move around in this world at times … Continue reading Unnamed Poem

Are You Ready To Fall

Have you learned in life that there’s more than one way down Just when you think for a moment you are going up, you’ll realize Up is just a figment of your imagination, but down is a constant plummet Are you ready ? Are you ready to fall Are you ready ? Are you ready to have the rug pulled out from under you ? Are you ready ? Are you ready to question everything you know ? I’m thirty six and I’ve yet to learn what it’s like to stand on my own two feet But I’ve learned what … Continue reading Are You Ready To Fall

One Last Chance

If I had one last chance If I had one last chance If I had one last chance, I would be alright If I had one last chance to spend time with you, I think I would feel better If I had one last chance to ask your advice on things, it might be more clear If I had one last chance, just one last chance, I would be alright If you had one last chance to talk to me, what would you say ? If I had one last chance to warn you not to go, would you listen … Continue reading One Last Chance

How I Am

I’ve never been the most fun to be around. Always keeping to myself, even when I was in high school. Use to bury my nose in the sports section, studying stats, scores and transactions Some thought I must have been uber smart, always got D’s in high school My girlfriend is sporting four of those so not much has changed there The quietness is still a big part of my life, spending much of my time not saying much. Depending on who I’m around will reflect my levels of talkative. At times I just let the music drift me off … Continue reading How I Am